OOOh

I has to work today! On sunday! Outrageous! =sticks out tongue at employer and kicks self for saying yes= Laaaaa deeee daaa

My aunt is home from Holiday today and she was not supposed to be til wednesday!!! =Gaspers= ah well....


Toots

~Danneh~

=GASPERS=

nO wAy! Jaz, You can't hate the Rohan people!! No no no no no! ItS not nice, and they have been good to me.

In most ways, and why do always make it sooooooo obvious as to who I am talking abou!? =Blushes=

~Danneh~

Hullo there.

Hii danny. Stop worrying about being a mod. I mean, is that all you care for!? Go out, to a club or somthing.

Have fun, dammit! Stop worrying bout a stupid think like being a mod.

I know i'm harsh.

BUT TIS ONLY THE TRUTH! And only for your oown good.

Ick. I HATE YOU ROHAN PEOPLE.

Damn you.

Jas.

Soooo wrong.....

.....Yet soooo right......

No one in hell or on earth reads this damn thing but me! Not even Jazzeh anymore =Cries=

=Sniffles=

toots

~Danneh~

Just wondering

Does aaaanyone but me read this blog? I swear I am alone in this. Right now I am feeling giddy cause two friends so far have promised to introduce me to a guy, each! I am really excited, and I hope somthing turns out, I am so fecking lonely and tired of being shoved aside for what others want. =rolls eyes= Like hell thats ever gonna stop huh?

Wellll, I just keep hoping for that Gmod for absolutely nooooo reason in particular, and I wonder why, especially when I just know that I am not going to get it. I think that is not fair since I have been there for a veeery long time, longer than some, that is for sure, but still I wait. and wait invain. I just sit here and moan and bitch when really I have no reason because I know that I have given them fair reason to doubt, which really hurts me but ah well.

I am fecking sorrry I swear it!! I'll never ever do it again! I swear! =rolls eyes again= if only they could hear, but they won't. Why? Because they are busy, and they dont read this anyway =thanks Goddess for that, then they would be sure to oust me...= Ahh well, I shall just stop my whining here.

Toots

~Danneh~

I have a headache right now and I feel the eyes of the moron staring at every word that I am typing and it is making me upset. I wonder why people feel that they can... blah blah blah!

I am soooo confused and hurt and mad and wierd and happy and crazy. I feel as if I have been cheated. I always wanted to be Gmod, I was offered Gmod, then nothing happens, and nothing happens. I wait and wait. Then something bad happens and it is forgotten. But then the something bad is reversed and still, nothing. So I get all psychotic and wierd and say that I am leaving and make myself look like a fool. And now I know without a doubt that the idea of me being a Gmod is no longer a question in their minds and they are sorely unhappy that it was ever brough to my attention.

But such is the way of life for me of course.

Never mind

~Danneh~

Uh!! Meanie!!

You are sooooooooooooo mean!! Not fair!


*phbbbtbtbtbbbt*!!

TOOTS

~Danneh~

Haha.

Cant have it.

i'm usin it.

NA NA NA NA!!!

You cant have it!

-taunts-

Heheh.

Lateroo.

Well..... I am tired....

And worn out and confused and a complaining piece of... er... I shall answer that later. Any how... what do you do with someone who hates you? I have no idea... I need that av that Jaz has in her photobucket, I like it soooo much. I have to go.... toots

~Danneh~

oH my......

I thought that perhaps we would be able to keep this going by posting every single day and being faithful with it, and what do I do? slack off..... ah well, Toots.

~Danneh~

Okay Jazzeh...

Thanks babe.

But I would like everyone to know that _ _ _ is not as big a jerk as Jaz makes him out to be. I spoke with him yesterday and we were able to clear a lot of misunderstandings. Although yes I was angry with him, and I possibly still am just a touch, it is not the same as it was the other day. But you soooooooooo ROCK Jazzeh to support me... and I still love you like Whoa too! :)

Toots

~Danneh~

I think we all know..that
Now that thats cleared.

Sorry about yesterday Danny, my brother just decided to go on the comp, when iw as eating Dinner.

I still love you like WOAH.

Lol. Check ya later Babes.

Why oh why

why!?!?
Why do I open my big fat stoopid mouth when things are going as I like!? Someone tell me please! No. No, On second thought, don't tell me. Thanks. Damn, I am close to tears, Why do I come close to tears when things like this happen? I feel like such a baby!! Damn! Fuck!! I am swearing! Why the hell am I swearing!? I never swear anymore.... or very seldom.

I must go.

~Danneh~

Stoopid!

My family is the biggest pack of raving lunatics I think that I have ever come across! They are so screwy! It's not even remotely funny actually. Today they were discussing the internet, and how it is SOOOOOO evil and how they are going to get rid of it! Really how Stupid! This is not to say that I won't be the first to admit that the internet can be a bad place, or rather has bad places. To say that we should get rid of the internet because it has bad places is like saying that we should move to Mars because this world has bad places and we should have nothing to do with it! Absurd! Ugh, I must go for now.
Toots

~Danneh~

I thought....

Stay a while
And dream with me
Of things not real
And how we want them to be.
Lets create a land
Where all are free
And a song is on every tongue,
A place where no one
Writes mushy poems
Just like this one
Where we can sit around
And dream dreams
Of reality and what
It would be like
If suddenly we were there,
Where nothing is free
And hate is in every heart,
A place where everyone
Writes mushy poems
Just like this one, wishing for our land....
Ahhh, save me from the monotony
And I swear I sall
Never write another poem
Just like this one!

The time for seeking
Is now they say
And to put all foolishness away.
So I put down my heart
Closing my eyes so they
Will not see
The thing that I have done.
So I wander around
With my arms out front
To feel my way
Through this new world
So unknown to me.
I hope that I lose not
The way through
A way that I do not know,
Always wishing that I
Could ask a boon
Of the Queen of my heart!

~Danneh~

P.s. Junk I know, but I was just sitting in a meeting the other day and it just came out, *smirks* just proves that I think a whole lot of nothing...... *shifty eyes* Bleh

Bad moods are fun!

I had an interesting day today. First off, I went with some friends to their church which was really interesting. Second we had a big party at our house because my cousin is leaving to Maui to attend a boarding school there and we wont see him for quite some time *Thanks God* and we wanted to send him away happy. He loved every moment of being the center of attention of course and the party was a hit with the Family to (extended) and they think we should start hosting more parties! *the bastards!* anyway it was good and the food was okay, it was cattered, which that extended family didn't know.... *SSSHHHHHHHHHHHH!!* But yes that is all for now except I must just remind you that I MISS Jazzeh and I can NOT wait until she is able to talk to me more again soon. byE nOw. Toots!

~Danneh~

Hello. Yes it is me.....

Jazzeh is in Canada... she is going to see Niagra Falls tommorrow!! SO NOT FAIR! Ah well, the story of my life right there. Any how, I am feeling just a little better from that last post. And I am talking to Jaz right now, so that may explain it..... I am just feeling a bit flighty.... An that is all for now... I shall post later. Toots!

~Danneh~

Wow

Today was a reeeeally hard day, I had a migraine when I woke up this morning and went to work at 8 am I ahd to drive alllllll the way to Town (Honolulu) and it was really hot. then I finnally got to work and started my day trying to calm a 200lb 57 yr. old man wearing diapers down so that he wouldn't hit make and make the migraine that he was already making worse with his loud swearing worse by knocking me a good on in the head. I was severely tempted to just leave him in his own shit to come with rash..... But I didn't anyways must fly and finish this later. Byeeeeeeeeee Toots!

~Danneh~

Oh Jazzeh hun.....

Thank you sooo much!
That is sooooooo sweet! Really you are the best! Toots I'll write more later.

~Danneh~Uh

Danneh.

Hey there, love. Um..yeah bout yesterday sorry about that! My brother wanted to use the comp, its a good thing he let me say bye!!

Well anyway here your lovely suprise: The big Suprise ( actually its not that big of a deal, but i still hope you love it!)

Love,
jas.