I really need to make this work! It is making me mad because it is making my lines double spaced!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GAH GAH GAH GAH!

Inspiration is what one seeks

When they sit among the crowd

And wonder what

Life must really be.

They look at rejects

And see mere beauty,

Happiness they see

And are depressed.

They see the thriving

Life outside and wonder why

They cannot believe.

They are visionaries at heart

But they never see their

Plans carried out.

So the cry that they

Are not so privileged,

Then realize that they're

Happy and really

Wouldn't rather change.

There, that had better work or I will be reallly angry... hee hee...

Anyway, gtg for now I'll write about my week and trip to Japan later.. bye bye!

PEAS out

Danny~

Wa ha!

Heeey looook its portugues! -Nods-

I am happy, had a nice time in Japan, even though it wasn't much time... I'll post the piccies laters!

Anger

I am really angry right now, it is hard to concentrate... My friend is NEVER on time! God forbid he should have to ever be on time to save his life, he would end up losing it!

Not only that, but I am headed to Japn this evening and I have broken out with hives on my face and forehead! AAARRRRGGH!!! I could scream!!!!

For those of you who have not seen what an incredibally spoiled brat I can be here you are, feast your eyes upon my proffessional whinning.

-Pounds head against wall-

Iiiiittss noooot fair! Gah!

Whatever, just hope for me that I have a nice time in Japan please.... right now I am feeling as if I am going to lose it.... maybe the plain ride will calm me... lets hope -rolls eyes-

PEAS out

Toots~

Danny~ -.-;;

Glitter

All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not whither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost.
From the ashes a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadow shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken:
The crownless again shall be king.

Rants of Love

I used to think that I had something to offer you...

But now I see my mistake to think

That you would need any of me

Being so perfect as you is hard to do, But I try my best.

Only `cause I love you.

You make my heart skip and my mind flutter.

I wonder at times if its wise thinking of you

No... not wise, love...

Really its hard to explain,

It makes me want to grab hold of and not let go.

Show the world that life is naught

If you have loved not.

I am stuck, waiting here to impress you,

But I loose sight of things to come,

Even reality to think that you would stop

To listen to the pathetic things I have to say...

Yes, I'm always going on and on,

It seems at times that I will not ever stop talkng.

But believe me, there is an end,

Unfortunately for me that is only in death...

But tell me really, what it is like being so beautiful,

Explain if you can how it feels when people

See you and turn their heads when you pass on by,

Ignoring them, what makes you sad?

Are you ever happy? Do you cry at night?

Do you wonder if you heart will let you live

When you want so bad just to be held?

Do you feel the darkness closing in when you're alone?

Do you want to know what its like,

being me?

Close your eyes and pretend that you are dead...

Wonder what will happen next,

Then realise suddenly that its not true

You're qite alive, and life is waiting for you.

You, you'll want out, you'll beg and scream,

But don't worry hun, no one will hear.

They'll look at you and wonder whats wrong.

Insanity, thats what you can call it,

but then, what is insanity>?

Really its only seeing something from a different

Point of view... So what if they don't understand.

`Cause well, they're not supposed t0,

Insanity is something personal,

But caution always is needed of course,

If you forget who is master then it takes over...

And well, that can get ugly.

Always know who is in charge

And your insane thoughts can help you

Along the rumored path of life

With only a few bumps here and there.

Wow... I really don't know where it came from I promise, I just sat down and my insanity took over... I sometimes forget who is in control. ^^,

PEAS out

Danny~

Wahaaa~!!!

Aha!!!

Your Linguistic Profile:

65% General American English

20% Yankee

10% Dixie

5% Upper Midwestern

0% Midwestern

What Kind of American English Do You Speak?

Owwww

Someone ate a BAD burrito!!! ^^,

Another thing......

WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME?: Mind your own buisness! LOL ^^,
NICKNAMES?: Danny, Nicko, SangSangNim (teacher in korean)
SINGLE OR TAKEN?: Taken
BIRTHDAY?: 1984
AGE?: 20 (in korean years I am 22!)
HAIR?: Straight brown/blonde/auburn type stuff, its my natural colour
WHAT COLOUR UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?: Ohhh, ummm -checks- Dark blue
WHAT ARE YOU DOING RIGHT NOW?: Doing this incredibally loooooong survey or whatever it is....
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU DID?: Had an enlish lesson with two of my students.
WHAT IS RIGHT NEXT TO YOU: The Balcony, the condo where I am staying is on the 18th floor.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU ATE OUT WITH?: Oh, my friend Soobin.
WHERE WOULD YOU WANT TO GO ON YOUR HONEYMOON?: Er.... alll over maybe?
HOWS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?: Sunny and a bit nippy, but really nice.
LAST PERSON YOU SPOKE TO ON THE PHONE?: A friend here in Korea....
LAST PERSON WHO TEXT YOU: ummmmm
LAST PERSON YOU TEXT: Ummmmm
DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?: How could I not?
U WEARING RIGHT NOW?: Sports pants and an Orange shirt
DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?: Yes, occasionally
WHO DO CONSIDER YOUR CLOSEST/BESTEST FRIEND?: Ummmm, Jaz, Skadi, Isie, all of them, all of my lovely friends, too many to name!
WHAT WAS THE BEST ADVICE EVER GIVEN TO YOU?: Observe, listen, do what your heart tells you to do.
FAVOURITE FOOD?: Chicken!!! and Korean food, and american style chinese, and vietnamese and Thai..... and Mexican
FAVOURITE FILM: The Lord of the Rings the Fellowship of the Ring
LAST FILM YOU SAW AT CINEMA: Miss Congeniality2
FAVE SMELL: My hand lotion
DO YOU LIKE TO DANCE?: by myself all alone, with no one around...
ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK ANYONE OUT?: For the most part yes
IF YOU COULD CHANGE YOUR NAME TO ANTHING, WHAT WOULD IT BE?: King of the World LOL
WHAT IS THE MOST STUPID THING YOU HAVE EVER DONE?: Ummm, too many to name actually...
DO YOU LIKE SCARY OR HAPPY MOVIES?: Both ^^,
CHRISTMAS OR EASTER?: Christmas, think of the pressies!
KISSES OR HUGS?: Hugs -make me cozy-
IF YOU COULD CHANGE ONE THING, WHAT WOULD IT BE?: My faily's outlook on life and religi9ons and lifestyles that differ from their own.
WHAT COLOUR ARE YOUR PYJAMAS: Dark blue and Yellow!
WHAT COLOUR'S YOUR TOOTHBRUSH?: Eerrrrr, light blue and white?
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THIS QUIZ?: Lots of capital letters? ^^,
DO U WANT UR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK?: OOOoh yes, but will anyone? Nooooo...
WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?: Errrrrrrrr.....
WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?:Ummmmmm
WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD: Abandonment, which is akin to betrayal
WHATS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP?: -groan- But I just fell asleep!
HOW MANY TIMES DO YOU LET THE PHONE RING BEFORE YOU ANSWER IT?: Ummm 5?
IF YOU COULD MEET PEOPLE, DEAD OR ALIVE, WHO WOULD IT BE?: A Pharaoh
IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB IN THE WORLD WHAT WOULD IT BE: Umm, a king?
IS THE GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL?: A little of both I'd have to say.
WHATS YOUR FAVE NUMBER?: 3
YOUR FAVE COLOUR?: Yellow!!!

ON GIRLS FOR GUYS TO FILL OUT (for guys only)
THONG OR KNICKERS:
LONG OR SHORT HAIR:
TALL OR SHORT:
BREASTS OR BUM?:
BRAINS OR BEAUTY?:
TAN OR FAIR?:

FOR GIRLS TO FILL OUT ON GUYS
BOXERS OR Y FRONTS:
DARK OR FAIR:
TALL OR SMALL:
MOST IMPORTANT PHYSICAL FEATURE:

ROOT BEER OR DOCTOR PEPPER?: Dr Pepper!! >.^
MUD OR JELLY WRESTLING?: Errrrrrrrrr.... neither?
SKIING OR BOARDING?: Skiing
DAY OR NIGHT?: Night
SUMMER OR WINTER?:Winter
CAKE OR PIE?: Cake!! ^^,
SILVER OR GOLD?: I like white Gold
DIAMONDS OR PEARLS?: diamonds
SUNRISE OR SUNSET?: Sunset
HAVE YOU EVER BROKEN A BONE?: Noo...
DO YOU WEAR RINGS?: Used to.. will again soon
COLLEGE/WORK/PLACEMENT?: Work
HOME: Staying with the people that I am tutoring in Korea atm...
DO YOU HATE ANYONE: Yes, mostly family.
DO YOU LOVE ANYONE? Yes, Friends, some family
ARE YOU LOUD OR QUIET: Errr, everyone tells me I am too quiet....
DO U BELIEVE IN YOURSELF: Why is this question always added to these things? LOL

Chocolate and Super Nannies

Okay! This is what happens when you haven't slept in almost two days and have been eating too much chocolate while watching Dr. Phil on a Wed. Morning! Those three can be a dangerous combination! I'm glad I survived.

Of course when I regained my sanity, my hair straightened out and I got a nice and normal look on my face, I am glad to say that the allergies that they flowers brought out have faded and I am able to breath in more that sort choking gasps now. -Nods-

In other news I have spent a whole morning here reprganizing my photo album and made it all nice so that I can find certain picures easily.

I watched Dr. Phil this morning and I was fine.

Then I watched Oprah, Okay, can you tell that I was bored out of my mind yet!? I actually ENJOYED this episode! -shudders- She had the Super Nanny on, ^^, I like the way that woman deals with things!! LOL

Anyway I really should be going now cause I have a class son, talk to you all later.

PEAS out

Danny~

Danny Has a Friend! -GASP- aMAZing ^^,

Here is a Picture of ANDY!! Woo! He totally rocks and he knows how to have a conversation! Infact he likes a lot of the same things that I do, its really neat. Iiiiiin faaaact, I'm going to be going to his house on April 23! I'm really excited... Hah hah, -cough-yes, well, post more later!

PEAS out!

Danny~

Cate Rocksssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^,

Wha ha haha  ha! She is HOT!! wHOOO! I rock! I found all these hot photos!.... -cough- ^^,

This is the Best I think, she looks like she owns the world!~

Yay!!! My two favorite guys from The Lord of the Rings!!!! Wooo, I think that they really made it good, and dom is hott!! ^^,

Hee hee, I finally figured out an easy way!!! ha ha!!

Beautiful People

OOOOkay people! Its time for mandatory worship!! THIS GUY ROCKS!! Just look at his TOTALLY hot hair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Don't even try telling me he doesn't cause he does!


You just have to love his facial expressions! ^^,

OOOOkay this is another lovely person!

-SIGH- Beauty ^^


Yeah she is! O.O


-Sigh- Cate, you are too beautiful for words!

Ooookay

Surrender your arms to me in peace

Forget all quarrels past

Moving slowly towards the light.

What shines so bright as to blind,

But the heart of he who loves?

Bring back to us and our memory

She who was lost and forgotten.

Strange tongues spoken silently

Whisper loudly to me the secrets

Hidden from the Seekers of Old.

Not understood, but known

Are those words to me

Uncovering truths I long to see.

Mirror images flatter my eyes

Telling of my simple ways.

Sleeping infants lure my eyes

Radiating power shinning wisdom,

A sacred knowledge not known to a man.

Okay then, I wrote this poem the other day while I was sitting in a meeting at the YWCA. I wasn't really part of the meeting I was just sort of there. I was watching these women talk, in Korean no less, and not understanding really what they were saying except for a few things. I understood that they were discussing the theory of Fruede. One of the women was holding her sleeping son who was probably no older than a year, he was extremely cute and healthy looking. as I watched him from time to time I understood the amazing power that the infant unknowingly radiates. The amazing power and transformation that each child unborn and born go through, changing and adapting in such a way that we hardly realize what is happening until it is through. This put me in mind of God. The creator. However you look at it or whatever you happen to call God you must admit that an amazing thing was done when the process of life and death were created, birth and dying. The complex yet strikingly simple process is what holds the world, everything really, in check.

Ummmmm?

~!~!~!~!~!HAVE YOU EVER~!~!~!~!

* Ever been so drunk you blacked out: Thankfully no.
* Missed school B/coz it was raining: That would be a seriously lame reason for not making school.
* Put a body part on fire for amusement: Caaan't say that I have, no.
* Been hurt emotionally: Yes, too many times to mention...
* Kept a secret from everyone: Yes.... my life -rolls eyes-
* Had an imaginary friend: -twitch- yeeees
* Cried during a Movie: Yes, too many times....
* Had a crush on a teacher: Yes..... -blushies-
* Ever thought an animated character was hot?: -GASP!- none of your buisness!, but yes. ^^, -blushies-
* Been on stage: Yes
* Cut your hair: Yaaaaaa, biiiig mistake! ^^,

----------------FAVORITES------------------

* Shampoo: Pantine ProV
* Soap or shower gel?: Ummm Both?
* Colour: Yellow!
* Day/Night: Night
* Summer/Winter: Winter
* Fave cartoon Character/s: SpongeBob
* Fave Food: Korean and Chicken! Chicken makes me HAPPY!:P
* Fave Ad: Uuuuummmmm?? You really expect me to have one? O_O
* Fave Movies: Lord of the Rings
* Fave TV show: Uummmm SpongeBob Squarepants?
* Fave Ice Cream?: Mint choc chip
* Fave Subject: English, Language, History.
* Fave Persons to talk to online: Jo, Isie, Skadi, Jaz!, Zak and loooots of others, can't name you all sorry!

----------------RIGHT NOW------------------

* Wearing: A yellow shirt!! and sports pants.... the kind that have little snaps all down the sides.
* Hair is: Like it always is?
* I'm feeling: Uumm siick, I have a cold.

* Thinkin about: Looots of stuff!

* Listening to: The sound that the computer makes when it is on:P
* Talkin 2: Nobody

-------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------

* Cried: Um.... no.
* Worn a skirt: Nooooooooooo
* Met someone New: Ummm oh oh yes! I did I did, I met my mates dad.
* Cleaned your room: Yeeeees -beams-
* Drove a car?: Huh uh... -shakes head-

----------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------------------

* Yourself: Sometimes?
* Your friends: Of course!
* Santa Claus: No
* tooth fairy: No
* destiny/fate: Yes!
* Angels: Sure
* Aliens: Noooooo:P

-----------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------

* Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: Thats a secret!! :P
* Like any one?: Like lots of people
* Who's the shyest: Oooh Ummmm dunno.
* Whos the weirdest: Moi! Yo! 나! Me!!
* Who do you go to for advice: God, my friends.
* Whats the best feeling in the world: Satisfied
* Whats the worst feeling in the world: abandonment
* Who will respond to this email the fastest:E-mail?
* Who did you send this to who wont reply:No one?
* Do you want all your friends to do this and send it back to you:Ohohoh that would be neat -nods-
* sign your name ere:Danny ^^,

Beautiful Thoughts Strike Again

Dull glittering jewels

Lure my simple eyes

Drawing me into

This outer reigion

Where feelings rule

And Knowledge is chained

Curve your hand around my heart

Pulling life from my veins

Shut my eyes to inward things

Contradicting the wiles of

My own self-deception.

Take me to far, far away lands

And teach me things I have not known.

Show me the dance

Of centuries

That ancestors of mine

Did dance to You so long ago.

Show me that way of life

That dies and is born again,

Constantly dying and living again.

I really feel that this poem has a lot of meaning for me, it is hard to explain really what it means. It sort of has more than one meaning, and I know that when someone other than me reads it they will see something different. That is what I want for my poetry, for it to mean something different and yet specioal to each person that reads it.

I really don't mean to sound concieted when I say that I hope this piece inspires you as much as it does me. At times we must learn that in order to see something for what it is, we must look past it forgetting for a time that thing which we are trying to dicern. Complicated and oxy-moron as it sounds its true.

PEAS out

~tootas

Danny~!

Hello

Well, another great day really.

I spoke with mum on the phone yesterday, turned out to be a mistake... she totally lost it and started yelling at me telling me how I am making a big mistake and all the wrong choices and that she is making the right one....sorry mum, not following you.


Oh and I would just like to say hello to my new friends, Chong and Andy, you guys are cool!

Yaaaaaaa

PEAS out

~Tootas

~Danny