oooooh Life is over......

I have no idea really exactly how I feel.... I am in between sad mad and that feeling of fading happiness.... I had a wonderful day yesterday went shopping for hours and met a reeeeealy hot guy who works at Armani and have a date with him soon but my step-father was angry this morning and he said something really mean and put a hole in my little bubble of happiness that probably wasn't going to last long anyway.... and it took sooooo long just to get as big as it did. ah well at least I am back here... it makes the helium cannister keep putting helium in my little ballon that has a hole....I love you Jazzeh!