Unknown Love.... Death

Threaten my sanity
Sell my soul to nothingness
Let me go and see the world
Leave me here to rot in pain.
Close the door to happiness
Forget I ever lived
I long for death so sweet
To embrace me
Make love with me Lord Death
I beg of you your kiss
Thrust so many times
That I lose myself in your ecstacy!
I want the gift you bring.
Come to me my love,
Let us frolic in the ways
Of the dying Mortal,
Let us forget the collective pain
That each must endure
In eachother's embrace.
Come, come to me my love,
My Lord Death...

PEAS out

~Danny

Too Hell With It

I am fecking bored and I have a tummy ache like you wouldn't believe!!

So here I am posting on my blogg, sorry I haven't in like forever. Thanks sooo much Jas it looks so ... so yummy!! -drools-

any way, when I get it I will post a poem that I just wrote recently.

PEAS out

~Danny

ALright, i liked this backround...but here are some nice ones..if yoy wanna change it.

Galadreil..black and white.

Arwen. LOVELY.

Another Galadreil

Heheh.

Enjoy.

Heheh.

Haaallo Danny.

I well..changed your blog.

I hope you like it!!..I hope that yourpocket Pc thing also works when you look at it.

If you dont like it.

I have all your template stuff saved so just ask, and i'll give it to you!

And if you doooo like it *crosses fingers* and you want me to make some minor changes, i shall do that too, cuz i love you! Chyeah!

Well i think it looks effing lovely.

Heheh. WHY DID YOU STEAL MY WORD. STEALER.

STEALER. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. -bites dan-

Alright then, must go, trying to make this into a galdareil thing..but i cant fnda any dark wallpapers..their all light and what not.. well lourb you.

xoxoxox The Sex QUEEN,

Jas.

Today

I have had another boring but eventful day -wink-

I went to help out at Waikiki beach again, called my sister on the telephone and spoke with her for only a little while because she was going on and on about how I shouldn't leave home.

Tonight I am going to see the film, Day After Tomorrow with Gran.

Blah

PEAS Out

~Danny~

So Effing Lovely

Yes Jas I stole your word....=rolls eyes=

Heh, I have told them that I AM GOING! I am not going to stay. I got my job today. I am soo happy.

I am going to wait until I have enough money to fly then I am gone, GONE thats right baby!! GONE GONE GONE! -Cough-

You thought you had a hold of me.
Well, you did for a long time,
But now I am going away
Far away from you.

So please give up and leave me alone,
Get out of my face,
I am tired of you trying to
Get me to give in.
But No. No.
I AM GONE.

~Danny~

Meh... Bored....wha??

Why why why why why why.... that is the question that I constantly ask, again and again. I can't get away from it. No matter how I try it keeps coming, nagging, beating at the doors of my heart and soul.

I need to talk to Jo! I must!

Come on Jo!

PEAS out

~Danny

Going to England baby!

Yes I am! Ha ha! I can hardly wait...

Of course it is going to take a little tim, I mean I still have to get the money, but that won't take log at all. I intend to live there, thats right folks, DANNY IS GOING TO LIVE IN ENGLAND! GET READY UK! HERE I COME!!!!

-cough-

Right......

Sorry I haven't posted in ages. Here is something that I wrote.

I cower in a corner of the house as the china rattles because of the Navy Plane roaring over head, I hide. I hear them coming, laughing, they sound drunk again. I try so hard to melt into the wall and become invisible. I think that if I just close my eyes they won't see me. They come in staggering and making vulgar jokes. At fist I think that perhaps they will forget about me today and just go to bed, but how wrong I am as one catches sight of me. Soon they are there all three of them, kissing, bitting me, beating the last ounce of resistance out of me. I think that if I just lay very still and become felxible to their will they will be finished sooner. Sometimes that works and sometimes they get the idea that I am enjoying this and continue on for hours. I am on my back, one of them is licking my entire body while the other sticks his penis in my mouth and forces it down my throat, I am trying not to choke and bite down while tryin to drown the screams that try to snake out while the third thrusts again and again into my back end. Amazing the things people can do without leaving any marks but the ones on a child's fragile soul. It is hard to imagine me just lying there and not refusing, or always keeping quite because the first time I told my uncle what was happening he told me that it was my fault and that I had no right to complain, God was judging me. But I had faith, God didn't hate me, he wouldn't make these evil men do this to me, my mum could punish me if I did something wrong, and she did, that was God, not these vile men, not these evil tormentors. No, in my child like faith I believed that these were Satan. But still I would not tell, I saw the way mum went to bed for weeks after the first time I told, she couldn't handle it, so I kept it inside, besides, they had stopped trying to keep from bruising me after their friend got in trouble because of me. I was a bad little boy to tell like that and now I was in trouble. To this day I wish I had told more people, my uncle still thinks that it is my fault. I wisht that I could tell mummy how I feel, but I can't, she has become his slave, and she hears me not. This is why I am determined to be gone, to get away from here. And I shall, I shall succeed.

Sorry if it is a bit graphic.... I just wrote it... and me in my stupidity thought I should post it...

PEAS out

~Danny

Sin hidden inside

What would you say
If I told you that
I think that you are
The one and only
Thing that keeps me alive?

Would you laugh and mock?
Leave me alone again to cry?

Tell me please, to leave you alone,
Tell me to get away
To save myself the pain
Of you hating me
And finally making it plain.

I am tired, I've said so before,
I want out of the game
But I'm lockd inside
This iron maiden of life
My love to maim.

I leave you my life
To hold in your hands
So that I can rest at peace
Knowing that you will
Finally decide.
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Will someone please explain this day to me? I am utterly, a usual and right on schedual, confused and I want my mummy! =rolls eyes= I HAD A BAD DAY!! Yes it's true. So I went to work and slaved away for hours and mostly just say there looking pretty and playing with the PPC. I spoke to a few people today, but not many and those I did speak to I didn't for as long as I would have liked.... =gasp= Did I just say that?

Anyhow, I was at the beach this sunday, AGAIN, and as I sat there I started thinking about how nice it might be to bring the camera and just photograph things for the hell of it, I do dabble in photography after all and I thought it would be a prime chance to have some fun and do something useful at the same time, and who knows, if you are all very nice and comment like the good little drones you are then Perhaps I will post some. =winks= I can say that by the way sice you all love me... =grins inanely= Oh oh oh, I have been thinking a lot about when I move to England and the things that I will do when I get there! I really want to go down to Brighton with Mith, =wink= since he did promise to go with me... And I will have to set up that date with Ray =wink= another promise... =sticks out tongue= I am good at getting promises... =wink= ppppffftt.

Ya, so I think that .... Oh Goddess, my cousin just totally interupted me and I have lost my train of thought and also what I was going to say! DAMN THE COUSIN! She's a peach though, should really be nice, but it was rude =rolls eyes= and I am really angry with My Gran right now! And you of my lovely friends, dont you dare support her! =rolls eyes= even if she is right =smirk=

Ya thats all for now, talk laters loveys!!

PEAS out

~Danny~

Mourn With Me My Love

The mourning dove
Sings the song of life
Filled with hurt and pain
I try so hard not to
Join in with my harmony
But my voice soars to
Meet that of my Lover.

Two things I would beg of you,
Forget me not before I die,
And let me feel you cry.
I want to know if you are real,
I will never be full of you.
Hug me to your heart
And forget me there,
So that I can sit and hear
The musings of your heart.
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Leave me hear and let me beg my tormentor for just a little more time, I am not sure whether or not I really want to die, but I have a certainty that keeps me from wanting to love, that is that I know that I shall suffer this agonizing pain just as long as you are there. Stop confusing me I am tired, oh so tired.

I am confused today, and I am not so sure that I will ever find the reason for my confusion. So many things are happening all around me and the pain won't leave me alone. It seems that all of my friends hate eachother and I catch the brunt of that hate a lot of the time, even thought they know that I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH THE STUPIDITY OF OTHERS! I am a friend to those that I deem worthy of friendship, and I will be friends with whom I will, no one is going to dictate who I like and who I dislike, if I choose to have two friends that hate eachother is that not my own buisness? And if the try to tell me that I cannot be their friend and the other's at the same time then they can just GO TO HELL, thats right. I should have the freedom to choose, just as they should, if they do not like the fact that I am friends with their enemies then they can just stop being my friend, as much as that hurts me I have to say it.

Really I can't spend my entire life worrying what others think about me all the time! I say that, but it is so hard not to, I really do care what people think, and I LOVE ALL of my friends dearly and don't want to see any of them hurt, but I can't deal with all of the hate any more, it is driving me mad! Really. It isn't fair.

PEAS out

~Danny~