Mourn With Me My Love
The mourning dove
Sings the song of life
Filled with hurt and pain
I try so hard not to
Join in with my harmony
But my voice soars to
Meet that of my Lover.
Two things I would beg of you,
Forget me not before I die,
And let me feel you cry.
I want to know if you are real,
I will never be full of you.
Hug me to your heart
And forget me there,
So that I can sit and hear
The musings of your heart.
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Leave me hear and let me beg my tormentor for just a little more time, I am not sure whether or not I really want to die, but I have a certainty that keeps me from wanting to love, that is that I know that I shall suffer this agonizing pain just as long as you are there. Stop confusing me I am tired, oh so tired.
I am confused today, and I am not so sure that I will ever find the reason for my confusion. So many things are happening all around me and the pain won't leave me alone. It seems that all of my friends hate eachother and I catch the brunt of that hate a lot of the time, even thought they know that I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH THE STUPIDITY OF OTHERS! I am a friend to those that I deem worthy of friendship, and I will be friends with whom I will, no one is going to dictate who I like and who I dislike, if I choose to have two friends that hate eachother is that not my own buisness? And if the try to tell me that I cannot be their friend and the other's at the same time then they can just GO TO HELL, thats right. I should have the freedom to choose, just as they should, if they do not like the fact that I am friends with their enemies then they can just stop being my friend, as much as that hurts me I have to say it.
Really I can't spend my entire life worrying what others think about me all the time! I say that, but it is so hard not to, I really do care what people think, and I LOVE ALL of my friends dearly and don't want to see any of them hurt, but I can't deal with all of the hate any more, it is driving me mad! Really. It isn't fair.
PEAS out
~Danny~
Sings the song of life
Filled with hurt and pain
I try so hard not to
Join in with my harmony
But my voice soars to
Meet that of my Lover.
Two things I would beg of you,
Forget me not before I die,
And let me feel you cry.
I want to know if you are real,
I will never be full of you.
Hug me to your heart
And forget me there,
So that I can sit and hear
The musings of your heart.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Leave me hear and let me beg my tormentor for just a little more time, I am not sure whether or not I really want to die, but I have a certainty that keeps me from wanting to love, that is that I know that I shall suffer this agonizing pain just as long as you are there. Stop confusing me I am tired, oh so tired.
I am confused today, and I am not so sure that I will ever find the reason for my confusion. So many things are happening all around me and the pain won't leave me alone. It seems that all of my friends hate eachother and I catch the brunt of that hate a lot of the time, even thought they know that I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH THE STUPIDITY OF OTHERS! I am a friend to those that I deem worthy of friendship, and I will be friends with whom I will, no one is going to dictate who I like and who I dislike, if I choose to have two friends that hate eachother is that not my own buisness? And if the try to tell me that I cannot be their friend and the other's at the same time then they can just GO TO HELL, thats right. I should have the freedom to choose, just as they should, if they do not like the fact that I am friends with their enemies then they can just stop being my friend, as much as that hurts me I have to say it.
Really I can't spend my entire life worrying what others think about me all the time! I say that, but it is so hard not to, I really do care what people think, and I LOVE ALL of my friends dearly and don't want to see any of them hurt, but I can't deal with all of the hate any more, it is driving me mad! Really. It isn't fair.
PEAS out
~Danny~
1 Comments:
(K) *hugs*
lovely as always
missing you
Jo
xxxx
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