Rants of Love

I used to think that I had something to offer you...

But now I see my mistake to think

That you would need any of me

Being so perfect as you is hard to do, But I try my best.

Only `cause I love you.

You make my heart skip and my mind flutter.

I wonder at times if its wise thinking of you

No... not wise, love...

Really its hard to explain,

It makes me want to grab hold of and not let go.

Show the world that life is naught

If you have loved not.

I am stuck, waiting here to impress you,

But I loose sight of things to come,

Even reality to think that you would stop

To listen to the pathetic things I have to say...

Yes, I'm always going on and on,

It seems at times that I will not ever stop talkng.

But believe me, there is an end,

Unfortunately for me that is only in death...

But tell me really, what it is like being so beautiful,

Explain if you can how it feels when people

See you and turn their heads when you pass on by,

Ignoring them, what makes you sad?

Are you ever happy? Do you cry at night?

Do you wonder if you heart will let you live

When you want so bad just to be held?

Do you feel the darkness closing in when you're alone?

Do you want to know what its like,

being me?

Close your eyes and pretend that you are dead...

Wonder what will happen next,

Then realise suddenly that its not true

You're qite alive, and life is waiting for you.

You, you'll want out, you'll beg and scream,

But don't worry hun, no one will hear.

They'll look at you and wonder whats wrong.

Insanity, thats what you can call it,

but then, what is insanity>?

Really its only seeing something from a different

Point of view... So what if they don't understand.

`Cause well, they're not supposed t0,

Insanity is something personal,

But caution always is needed of course,

If you forget who is master then it takes over...

And well, that can get ugly.

Always know who is in charge

And your insane thoughts can help you

Along the rumored path of life

With only a few bumps here and there.

Wow... I really don't know where it came from I promise, I just sat down and my insanity took over... I sometimes forget who is in control. ^^,

PEAS out

Danny~