I think that if I try.........

I just may be able to fake being happy and not let anyone see the nothingness that fills this lonely life of mine. But then I am tired of pretending all the time and just want to be me, the stupid wretch that I am. Perhaps one day I will be able to move away completely from my family's sphere of influence, which I might add is quite considerable. I am seriously thinking about going to live in London, and working there doing something, anything but stay here. I am tired of writing so I think that I will hang up now... I mean.... oh dear, what do I mean? Ah weelll since t may take me a week or so to answer that I had better let you go. Toots.
 
~Danneh~