Happiness Whore
What happened to the good old days? They are gone damnit! GONE! =rolls eyes= I must have at least one YELL in my post....
I have had another weirdly sad day, had dinner with my Aunt and Uncle that I mentioned earlier, went okay, found out that I speak improper Poruguese...oh wait... I knew that didn't I... HUH, they just must like rubbing it in.... =focuses on Portuguese book and talking to cousins only in portuguese= damn them all. =sigh= I have been sighing alot. Bom I say! BOM! that means good. Es que no me gusta cuando alguen me dice que soy estupido! Ya lo se! Intiendes? YA LO SE!! Damn idiots either forgot that I understand some french or intentionally insulted me a LOT in french all thoughout dinner.... Ahh well.
Tomorrow in the morning I have a breakfast date with Mum and her husband and gran. woooo can't wait =rolls eyes= it usually turns into a fight.... I cannot wait for the day that I get away from this hell! I am anticipating being in Japan by April, and Hope to the Lord and Lady that I have enough money after to make it over to England..... =sigh= I have been soo depressed over my crush...
I am so overwhelmed with the feelings welling up inside of me, that I am unable to express except to SOMEONE who is angry that I even have a crush on the person that I do. damnit... its not fair! why do I always have to whine!! why do I never have anything good to talk about... I never have any fun....
I did get a virtual postcard for my birthday from a friend that says, "In the Beginning God created the Heavens and the Earth," "So, tell me," "What was it like?"
Ja ja ja ja! I thought that was sooo cute! I wish I had friends to go out with during the day and on the weekends... heh... one real.... not that my friends that I have aren't real, just not here... friend to hang out with..... ah well....
Peas out
~Danneh
I have had another weirdly sad day, had dinner with my Aunt and Uncle that I mentioned earlier, went okay, found out that I speak improper Poruguese...oh wait... I knew that didn't I... HUH, they just must like rubbing it in.... =focuses on Portuguese book and talking to cousins only in portuguese= damn them all. =sigh= I have been sighing alot. Bom I say! BOM! that means good. Es que no me gusta cuando alguen me dice que soy estupido! Ya lo se! Intiendes? YA LO SE!! Damn idiots either forgot that I understand some french or intentionally insulted me a LOT in french all thoughout dinner.... Ahh well.
Tomorrow in the morning I have a breakfast date with Mum and her husband and gran. woooo can't wait =rolls eyes= it usually turns into a fight.... I cannot wait for the day that I get away from this hell! I am anticipating being in Japan by April, and Hope to the Lord and Lady that I have enough money after to make it over to England..... =sigh= I have been soo depressed over my crush...
I am so overwhelmed with the feelings welling up inside of me, that I am unable to express except to SOMEONE who is angry that I even have a crush on the person that I do. damnit... its not fair! why do I always have to whine!! why do I never have anything good to talk about... I never have any fun....
I did get a virtual postcard for my birthday from a friend that says, "In the Beginning God created the Heavens and the Earth," "So, tell me," "What was it like?"
Ja ja ja ja! I thought that was sooo cute! I wish I had friends to go out with during the day and on the weekends... heh... one real.... not that my friends that I have aren't real, just not here... friend to hang out with..... ah well....
Peas out
~Danneh
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